it’s tough wrestling with the idea
that You are here.
and that i just can’t feel your presence.
i want to be awoken to You
everywhere.
“Wake up, O sleeper”
believe me, i’m trying
i need Your help
wake me up.
i’m going to trust Your words
and go to where i should meet you
and wait for you to show up
help me wait for you
because i’m bad at waiting
and if it’s all on me,
it won’t work.
i won’t work.
so please work behind the scenes
even when i can’t tell
so that one day
i’ll meet You
everywhere.
and i’ll walk with You
forever
because You fixed me.
